I think I hit the right mix/timing of mdma/alcohol/weed tonight bc like the former is taking the focus off the bad vibes that I’ve had lately but the others offset the usual hyperactivity and stuff that comes with me normally on that and not with a perfected balance of the three combined

daddy made me come out tonight and I love him but still things have to be talked about but after a new tattoo today and this perfect balance I am so numb to the world that I can’t feel my feet

it needs to happen but idk how it’ll go