yeah I feel that

like I pondered for ages like on wtf to call it all. bc I’d just split from my ex and stuff there was the constant “you’re slutting around bc you’re totally messed up from that” for a while but like nah. and like there are a few people that i like romantic cute affectionate things with, so I’m defs not aromantic. like I know a few people who are and by god sometimes I envy that ahaha

like sometimes I sit and I’m like could I go back to a monogamous relationship? possibly. but I doubt it. in saying that, had I been asked this time last year if id ever have a threesome/sleep with anyone but my ex/take my top off at fetish parties/kiss pretty people just because they’re nice to kiss I would’ve had nopes in big neon signs.

My entire sexuality and like dealio with romanticism and shit is so damn complicated tbh. so very, very convoluted and hard to put into words.

I do what I want basically, within my own defined rules and whatnot, and it’s like… if you’re not okay with that, then it’s not gonna work, thanks, bye now.