Fuck no | Absolutely not | Nope | Maybe | Yes | Hell yeah | Take me right now

But like you gotta understand w this I don’t do relationships in the way people generally thing “committed loving relationship.”

To me like. The way I see what I do and stuff is like.

A committed relationship comes in many forms and when one says committed often they assume monogamous and that is not something I do. I don’t do romance, I don’t do dates in nice dresses in Italian restaurants.

My idea of a committed loving relationship or whatever is like. It’s trusting someone with all the bad things. It’s telling that person when you’ve made mistakes, them being your first point of call when you’re in bad places. I get that from my friends as much as I do some sexual partners.

My ideal is like. I have someone, who I care for and who cares equally as much for me, who understands and accepts that I don’t do things the normal way. Who isn’t scared of demons and the shit that is my history. It’s fuckin rad sex of course as well. It’s supporting each other through whatever adventures there are happening, it’s trust, it’s like having your best friend(s) to cuddle when you’re tired. It’s without judgment.

I don’t do monogamy. Not anymore. I need that ability from my partners to do whatever it is I want to do, and have that care and respect regardless, and someone who will both turn me inside out and hold on when I need to be held.

It’s complicated.